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(no subject) [Mar. 15th, 2018|06:47 pm]
[mood |exhaustedexhausted]

We need to provide some sort of update by tomorrow....

Right now I am tired, burnt out, somewhat depressed, and wishing I was in th desert. There are some really wonderful aspects of life now. I am getting better at time management. I teach an art class at Safe Harbor nowBut am struggling with balancing my relationship with the rest of my life and my recovery is struggling since my last sponsor slipped and I've made every excuse on God's given earth to not make time in my schedule to find a new sponsor.

I don't want to be a pity party, so I'm going to end it here and fuck off.

I really love you all! Sorry to be a drag. I will try and provide a better update by next week.
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(no subject) [Feb. 3rd, 2012|08:18 pm]
[music |Somebody's rolls]

Ughhhh dude I have been mad depressed this week. It sucks. I can't say I don't know why because I do....insecurity. Straight up.

In such a funk I'm like sitting here in the takeout room convulsing figuring out how im going to get through the next hour and a half

Maybe take some melatonin and trip out.

I wanna do drugs, man. God damnit. This sucks so bad I just want a bowl pack. I know I can't have one without it starting some downward depressive spiral though so I'm not gonna anytime soon. Whatever that means.

Fuck. I'm better than that. Wish I could socialize with co-workers but I'm even too insecure to do that. THAT'S NOT WHO I AM!
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Neat things to waste time with that aren't Facebook [Sep. 4th, 2011|12:10 pm]
[mood |bouncybouncy]
[music |Page France]



^^ My new favorite things with archives to creep & cruise through when I am feeling thirsty for something interesting and/or mind-blowing

Word. Work sucks still. Got to see Eliza last night and that was lovely. I am going to get lunch with my mahm soon after running, then I work 4-10 tonight, then Kyle's coming back for a bit this week to do work at his mahm's house..which means we will get to watch Breaking Bad together tonight, assuming I don't get reamed in the ass again for not doing all the sidework that Sarah (the lazy dumb slut I wrote about previously) hasn't done this entire goddamn summer.

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(no subject) [Oct. 18th, 2010|12:27 am]
Home sweet home
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(no subject) [Sep. 13th, 2009|04:49 am]
I am feeling like everything
and nothing right now.
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(no subject) [Sep. 9th, 2008|10:58 pm]
Today I endured a very painful academic day. Calculus was alright....Tommy and I sat in the back and laughed at our ridiculous teacher who makes awful jokes. Then I came back here for an hour long glorious nap and then went to bio for an hour and a half, which was okay....the learning was fun, if it hadn't been followed by a fucking 4 hour lab. I don't even want to talk about it. It permanently scarred my intelligence quotient, and I'm trying to make up for it by expanding the abbreviation of "IQ."

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(no subject) [Jul. 15th, 2008|11:34 pm]
actually, fuck the comment i left on my last post.

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(no subject) [Jul. 15th, 2008|05:50 pm]
the ribs were made to be stroked and caressed. not jabbed with a needle.

but it looks great and im very very happy with it. :))))
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(no subject) [Jul. 13th, 2008|02:03 am]
regarding the "note" i just wrote on facebook, i just wrote an entry a little while ago that is private regarding what i think i want and dont want and dont understand in life. it's really long.

if you give a shit about this, HONESTLY....if youre just going to say "let me read it" to sound like a good friend and then give me some bullshit tryingreallyhard philosophy comment on it afterwards, if you really care to help me understand what the fuck i just came up with, and just give me your first-reaction response, whatever it may be....i will let you read it. and if you dont want to read it, i am saying right now, that that is totally okay with me. it's just that there's some pretty personal stuff in there that ranks up with my bulimia essay.

im going to shut the fuck up and go to bed now.
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(no subject) [Jul. 12th, 2008|08:28 pm]
[music |mother, aunt, uncle, bickering....a cacophony, really.]

hi. i got my phone back. same number, different phone, same kind.

i need home numbers from....
alana, amelia, sarah

i need cell numbers from....
ummmm, just amelia.

now that i think about it i really didnt need to make this entry. but send them to me anyways. thanks
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