||[Feb. 3rd, 2012|08:18 pm]
Ughhhh dude I have been mad depressed this week. It sucks. I can't say I don't know why because I do....insecurity. Straight up.
In such a funk I'm like sitting here in the takeout room convulsing figuring out how im going to get through the next hour and a half
Maybe take some melatonin and trip out.
I wanna do drugs, man. God damnit. This sucks so bad I just want a bowl pack. I know I can't have one without it starting some downward depressive spiral though so I'm not gonna anytime soon. Whatever that means.
Fuck. I'm better than that. Wish I could socialize with co-workers but I'm even too insecure to do that. THAT'S NOT WHO I AM!